I still believe..
even my world has crushed
and even when my hopes are down
and my life seemed to be dark
I can find light in my way.

I still believe..
though my sorrows have been here
through my aches it outweighs me
til the pain surpasses me
I will be cured and renewed.

I still believe..
when I'm lost and giving up
and when I'm stranded and trap
feeling disowned or abandoned
I feel that someone will help me.

I still believe..
if love has an ending
if broken hearts are endless
and failure lingers
I should keep breathing.

I still believe..
even I feel like noone can hear me
noone have understood me
and noone has ever love me
I will find joy in God's hands.

I still believe..
that when the time is through
when all fields have turned gray
and the world seems like it's falling
I know I would still live for eternity.

and I still believe
that if I stop believing
no desire to continue
and my inspirations are fading
I know someone will never stop believing in me.

Life time has a limit
Love knows no time boundaries

Waiting is a test
for Love to stay always

If loving takes time
then it only means for life

but my love lives forever

it can wait
it doesn't know time

it only knows
..LOVE


that's why I love you.

I’ve been tossing away up in the horizon
Of which I unknowingly can survive in the zone
You guard me well while I’m up in the air
Wondering what would be the next but I won’t care
Because I believe You put the right things better

I’ve been around and lost in this world
Forsaken, wounded, deserted and broken
You heard my pains and healed my soul
Pondering hands I shall withstand the next fall
As I trust my heart with You alone I fear


Although at times the shadow covers me
And madness stole my mind and tried to change me
My conscience echoes through a cloudy gale
Though it rains aloud my tiny voice can get through You

But sometimes I abused Your love for me
I was selfish and the darkness surrounded me
I became one of them, of these eyes of a sinner
I still choose to see and You saved me from sin


I’ve been roaming around with my smile that glows
People can see I’ve changed that I grew closer to You
And even sometimes I stumble on the path You chose
I don’t care, because I’m no longer forsaken
Who am I now is because of what You’ve done for me

I’m still living, still trying my best to be like You
And only with You my love to the people will restore
You taught me when I stumble in my pursuit
Catching my falls and retrieve my hopes
As long as I still breathe You’ll forever be my life.

Yes! Lord!

Im persecuted, but not abandoned,
Struck down but not destroyed;
"trading them all for the joy of the Lord"
..
-by C.C


Inspiration strikes me again, Endless hope and mighty will.
Today! Cheers to the joy that lifts me, Unexplainable sensation.
The sweetest joy I got and it is unbelievably wonderful.
So here’s the welcoming soul to the greatness in this world.
To share my happiness to you all, this gift within to show.
Knowing I finally found joy with His Love, our Lord.

-by A.F.N.M

Date: June 23, 2009
Time: 4:09 pm
Location: Ucma Village
Weather: raining


real,
although truth
sometimes shows
even I hide
into fogs
of my pain
I long to be real..

true,
although honesty
seems to fade
even I doubt
faith
taught me
to be true..

empty,
although grime
clog up my mind
purity seeks
and found me
it fills
I long to be someone..

strong,
even weakness
taught me
to stand
with will
by You
I long to be used..

fearless,
although You
I only fear
Your guide
will lift me
from my unworthy
You complete me..

found,
tired to be alone
I seek Your
presence and
I never failed
You found me.